When the blood drips from your vein
onto the icy blade
I feel your razor nestled deep with
my ribs
And when I hear your screams
echoing down these distant streets
I yearn to grasp your hand and
rub away your scars
I wish that I could steal the ashes
you keep hidden in your throat
I would choke them down if
it would let you breath again
I've often thought myself of turning forward the clock
I've reached out for the dial
But then I see you standing in the doorway
My hand quivers like the knife above
your pulsing vein
Your looming heart envelops mine
with its
deep and massive shadow
and I cannot stand to let you cry in pain
Let it out
Let it scream
throw it
like the brick
you hold in
all your dreams
let it crash
let it crash
i've got no more
bottles
to fill
with the shit
i keep
throw them all against the wall
and let them all cry and weep
i'm tired of dying everyday
i'm tired of locking it all away
its time to stop
time to move on
time to stand up
time to write a song
let it crash
let it crash
Certain ideals,
I have discovered,
are very real
very attainable
To a cynic,
there is no such thing
as love
We are merely flesh and
bones
Love
is an illusion
Tell this to the two,
completely in love,
who stroll,
hand in hand,
by the side of a snow covered lake
Their love,
this snow covered scene.
this is Real
and when you start to cry
you won't look me in the eye
i only know one thing to say
and, god, i hope it makes you stay:
i love you
when i look out my window
see all the stars in the sky
and while i gaze into them all
i pretend they are your eyes
i love you
My days are spent
sitting by the phone
without your voice
you know i feel so alone
and like the eye before the storm
just take my hand and here we go
i love you
and when i look into the mirror
thinking of all the things i want to say
but when i turn and see your face
all these thoughts just go away
i love you
Current Residence: Danbury, CT Favourite genre of music: alternative folk/rock Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams Wallpaper of choice: the ugly flowered kind
Favourite Visual Artist
Jackson Pollock
Favourite Movies
citizen kane, crash, little miss sunshine...lots of others
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The White Stripes
Tools of the Trade
Canon Rebel XT (digital), Nikon FM10 (film)
Other Interests
taking pictures, playing guitar, writing, acting...
Join today. They are a non-partisan group working towards the protection of Human Rights.
I was representing my local school group this weekend in Boston, MA. It was powerful and energizing.
Go
here:
www.amnesty.org
its cheap for students- $15 a year and only $25 for adults.
peace and love
ben
p.s. almost up to 1500 page views! its growing at a snail's pace, but we're getting there!
I got the new Radiohead Album (In Rainbows) the morning it came out last week, and after listening to it through for very many times, I am now going to ask you to get it aswell. It is amazing.
Pay for it however you'd like. On the website you can get it for free or you can pay up to 99 pounds for it.
I think that's really cool.
www.inrainbows.com
Hey dear watcher! I have a new account, ~vihmavesi, so come, take a look and don't forget to because I'm going to delete everything on this account soon and resubmit deviations to the new account. Thanks!